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[03 Jun 2008|12:08am] R.I.P. Johnny Costigan You will be forever remembered in our hearts. You were a beautiful person We forgive you Johnny, I just hope your at peace with yourself johnny boy. post comment

[22 Apr 2008|10:39pm] people are so stupid. i wish girls didn't act the way they do. i wish i could grow up quicker. im gunna write a book. yea, one that motivates people to not think so stupidly. i wish i could go into detail without offending people. but really, grow up and stop acting ridiculous. today was irritating. im sick of school. how many days left? arrrggh. Things to do: Senior Pictures Clean my room Clean out my car Work harder Save Money Make people happy Be a better girlfriend Graduate Move Out post comment

[06 Feb 2008|11:19am] i love waking up and to snow days. i love that im graduating in less then 5 months. i love life. i love everything. i love steve. i love that valentines day and prom and everything in between is about to happen and i just cant wait. i love it all. post comment

[29 Jan 2008|01:56pm] SCHOLASTIC AWARDS. SATURSAY FEBRURARY 9TH, 1:30pm. :] :] post comment

[18 Jan 2008|01:23am] lately i have questioned everything i have ever stood for and now i have come to the conclusion that everything i have ever stood for is completely wrong. i have learned endless bits of knowledge over the past month and a half. i feel sick, im so worried at this moment i dont even know what to do with myself. fuck beleif. nothings happens for a reason. no one deserves to go through so much shit. i envy steve for everything hes been through and still he has turned out to be the most amazing human being i have ever met in my entire life. he deserves the whole world that boy of mine. i wish i could go into detail and explain his greatness, but i could go on for hours. i could work hard and try to be as wonderful and selfless as he is, but somehow i know i would never match up. i wish i had been there tonight just to hold him and take him anywhere under the sun. i really just want to take care of him, i think someone needs to. i want to be that person. i wanna be everything that he deserves. everything. cause he deserves the best of everything. i want to give him the best. i guess the best i can do right now is just make sure he knows im there. i wish there was more i could do. i wish i could keep him safe from all the problems in the world so he would never feel an ounce of pain. i wish i could protect him so that his smile never leaves his face. cause his smile is something i surley adore. RIP papa. so heres to steve's smile; post comment

[15 Jan 2008|07:30am] im in love with this boy. post comment

[13 Jan 2008|08:19pm] yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes! ahahha. gold key portfolio? umm, fuck yess? ahaha. i love life. post comment

[01 Jan 2008|11:51pm] that was the best night of my life. happy new year. happy 2000 fucking eight. 6 months babbyyy. post comment

[30 Dec 2007|08:16pm] well, i dont really know. im not interested in doing anything tonight. i think i actually want to watch movies and clean my room. sounds like the best thing ever at this moment. i have 5 of 8 projects done for AP steve did so well yesutrday. god, hes amazing. i wish i could explain to you how truly amazing he is but there are no words to describe. he got naked and dressed for over 85 pictures. and he hates pictures. but i guess he loves me. after a month now i finally talked to zane last night. god i dont even know how we let our realationship go this far down the drain i know one thing, i truly no longer have a best friend and no walking partner. which sort of brings down my self esteem. oddly, i would still take a bullet any day for him. because i still will always think of him as my true best friend. i cant seem to keep up with myself lately. i think i really just need to grow up. i also cant explain the way i feel. i have never had a realtionship where i truly beleived we would be together for a while, but with steve, hes probably the best realationship i have ever had. i love it. i love him. im sure of it. im keeping it. i dont have one picture today, but i have 4. heres to change, realationships, growing up and new years resolutions; ( to the new year ) 4 comments|post comment

[26 Dec 2007|11:59pm] yeap, i love him. no doubt about it. post comment

[24 Dec 2007|09:39pm] p/s hes amazing post comment

[20 Dec 2007|11:38pm] i guess we were asking for akward situations when we decided on this realationship. i realize i wasn't thinking of what was nice or right when the possiblity of dating came to be but i have spent the past 17 years thinking of everyone other then myself i think its time that i have someone wonderful and if that means akward situations arise. so.be.it. and for the record: i am certainly not trying to make anyone jelous or hurt anyone else. steve is wonderful and is exactly what i need right now. at this moment theres really nothing that can bring down, but go ahead and try if it makes you feel better heres to steven michael childs; 1 comment|post comment

[16 Dec 2007|12:45pm] well, the secrets out. :) im glad that everyone knows now. i dont think i could be any happier. steve is amazing. im going to get him to take pictures with me soon so expect to see some up hopefully by tomarrow ;) so heres to relationships; 1 comment|post comment

[13 Dec 2007|03:17pm] tomarrow tomarrow tomarrow tomarrow tomarrow. oh shit. post comment

[11 Dec 2007|07:58pm] welllll, cross your fingers and bring on the heattt. i can take it. 2 comments|post comment

[09 Dec 2007|10:32pm] omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg.! rahahahhaha. :) :) :) :) :) :) :) yesssss! that covers it. k, thanks. oh, and heres to ... fuck, i dk... heres to amazefulgreatfuckness :) :) :);) (thats amazing, wonderful great and fuck combined) (oh and thats my family. hah) 3 comments|post comment

[07 Dec 2007|08:19pm] i made a bet with mike, no touching boys for 2 weeks. he doesnt think i can do it. hes gunna lose. theres only one exception to our bet and i doubt that, that exception will happen. so im gunna win 50 bucks. hah. maybe. ;) post comment

[04 Dec 2007|09:50pm] oh geez, bring on the new adventure. post comment

[02 Dec 2007|12:03am] i have been so boy crazy lately, boy crazy is a bit of an understatement. but, im not gunna lie. i seriously have a thing for this one. i love this feeling. heres to what tomarrow will bring; oh dearr.. :) 1 comment|post comment

[27 Nov 2007|09:54pm] go ahead, challenge me. im in it to win it. post comment

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